humdrum
Posted: January 10, 2014 Filed under: not enough sun | Tags: depressed, venting Leave a commenti’ve been feeling off lately. floating between happy and sad. calm and annoyed. content and restless.
like i’m sandwiched between marshmallows. moving in slow motion yet unable to pause, barely able to breathe. there’s white noise constantly humming in my ear that i can’t seem to turn off.
generic. like something that came out of a factory assembly line, dutifully waking up, doing chores, going to work. marching right along the other hundreds of thousands just like me: faces forward, one foot in front of the other. never wondering, never questioning. each interchangeable with the other.
i need to be where there’s sun.
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